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今天回宿舍回得早
就開起來隨意看看
我發現
這不是普通的社群網站
不是facebook那樣膚淺單調的浮誇文字
而是一整個真心誠意
充滿熱情的
不管事經驗談
還是人生智慧
Here's what I found:
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I felt trapped when I moved in Singapore after 2 year... and felt trapped when I lived in Moscow...now...I feel trapped again when I am now in NYC...
The world is so small... you can fly to everywhere...also so big... 100 miles away is another different world.
...or the guy who sit beside me in the subway is another new world...
you can fly to a bigger world, and there is no end.
you can talk to a new people everyday and get to know their world, there is no end...
Don't worry, dear...you will get there. The moment when you try to break through it is always the hardest.
Meet people, go through different paths, read new books
All that I know
But still forget frequently
記得高三Miss You 介紹的 1000 Awesome Things
本來它應該成為高三苦讀的精神糧食
我卻擺在一邊忘了
也許是該完成這件小事的時候了
今天我發現
它又有其他的書出版
Let's read it one by one
I'm definitely moving somewhere from this summer onwards, don't know where, but I really don't mind as the world's so big and exciting.
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I really don't want to get all philosophical in here but you just said it, no matter where you are you can and probably will feel trapped because living your life it's not a matter of where. Fiona, i'm not saying you shouldn't travel, if that's what you want the most perhaps you should, in the end life is about what you want it to be but before making any choice/s you sound like you need to settle some matters first.
Without equilibrium life cannot be truly lived
很腳踏實地
這正是老爸常跟我說的
要搞清楚重點跟焦點
以前覺得他再潑我冷水
現在我多少懂一些了
But whatever it should be,
I'm still young enough to explore and make mistakes
這個世界真的很大
還有很多特別的人我想見到
Couchsurfing有一個很棒的自介部分
就是 My Mission
每個人都有近期的任務
而我的就是要認識十個不國家的人
我想訓練自己能夠在陌生人面前
想辦法打開話夾子
應變得當
最重要的是不怕生
這幾年我發現我不是小時候想像的
或者大人口中的
獨立
我是個很容易猶豫的人
最近在煩惱暑假該做什麼
單純的跟團旅行已經不是我所追求
在大學畢業以前
我想出國當志工或是打工
因為我知道畢業以後
要說服自己和所有人衝出去
許要更多勇氣
也更困難
同時我想跳戰自己
我從來都不是甘於單調一貫的生活
在小學一年級
第一次參加夏令營的時候我就知道了
但我也知道這不是什麼偉大的事情
不是多了不起
只是不太一樣
我知道自己很幸運
我很珍惜
Just trying to live life to the fullest
